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Raat andheron se baki hai aaj talak,
tumne jo mujhe pukara aaj talak ,
aa raahein gumgeen mujhe teri yaadon ke sahare..
har fakra mujhe teri mohbaat ke bahane,
hai surmayi si jindagani meri.. teriii,
haai saath ashikana mera...
jashn e enoor mein jab hum khlenge ,
manzar e khamoshi mein hum jalenge...

Just Thoughts

The plethora of life doesn’t seem to be that good for me but thing is that i not either come to rescue for some purposeful life for me, a purpose demeaning in itself is nothing but true for its existence which is demystifying the every aspect of aura" the mystical synergy behind me" why behind well, not even with me always ahead of me or behind me not with me, the path of glory is seems to be an unimaginable mourning, the weather of mystical aura has always said it right, keep on things alive or u'll be dead one day, and u'’ll not be dead one day, u'll be dead everyday through ur life, through ur past through future, the colloquium of life Is not what we look for always but it is always what we are doing, what we have done, and what we gonna do in future, no matter the cribbed you more this scintillating , the sparkling , the dazzling, the brilliant the bright, Alas its not rather it will be dark , the dim , the shady , the gloomy, the ominous the dismal the murky the muddy. Virtue says always there is illumination at the end of excavate, then what a excavate is for which we have to dig and dig enough hard in search of that beam of confusion and going on for the ride in excavate, but still we do it do it, some do it for the sake of doing it, some do it for something at the end, some do it for belief that they’ll be illuminated at the end of Excavate. Believing in virtue is always satire, gives u a lampoon of thoughts and for them u’ll be dozing of like a helm of thoughts, u become colossal of thoughts, in fact an animal with insane thoughts ultimately become an Human , a living walking human. These are just thoughts for them nothing else, being in a state of dismal is always handy, coz its cryptic and life goes on in solving this colossal of thoughts which are cryptic, and these cryptic thoughts are like u decipher them and they’ll grow multifold with each and every step u even TRY to solve these. But even we go on and try to get to the bottom of these and lay our life beneath these thoughts like an arse. - Just thoughts

WOW

WoW,
this is how my day started, a lousy sleep after a lot of fags and after few hours of sleep a bloody wake in the morning by some shitty alarm clock, its rush hour man rush hour, no matter what has happened in previous night but u have to wake up and do some shit and do more, catch a fucking auto to a place where my office fairy was there , get a hang of that and after that a sleep for an hour came to place where few years back I least wanted to come, alas is not the word u might be thinking this is what a fate has to say, even u and I don’t believe it, but we have to believe that there is some fate in all of our lives, and have to face that, have to face your worst dreams, as usual I am not a batman who faced a worst dreams and came out with flying colors, at least I can try to come out in a black and white if not flying colors!
My fairy stopped at gate lot of big boys peeping out of fairy waiting for their turn to get out of that, nevertheless I was the last one not by choice but and indecent understanding of the big boys, as I m the only one survivor of phyan so I have to be the last one to get out of the fairy, wow a covenant of black dogs saluting the big boys. But why don’t me, oh yeah I got it I am not a black dog yet, still as fresh as pamolian an stupid dog who didn’t do but barking even on known ones, same things I am doing, my barking starts with morning itself at my palace I bark on myself and at my kingdom I bark at my chef, I m not wrong at all, its not my fault seriously, he didn’t gave me enough of dough to satire my clinch. So do I , I do have to bark at him! After the famous luxury at my kingdom I was suppose to come at my throne. My pawn ask me to go to a war today but I never had a war before how can I go, and I m ill equipped.

Never mind I will be surging out like a knight and that knight will be thrash all the misnomers

@ Office now Just like that

tassavur se andhiyon tak tere saath raha

wo bazm e parchayi bankar tere saath raha
gum-e-tanhayin mein ranayian hi likhimuntazzar ke malik,

teri vasuat se kabhi khafa na raha,
hai gumgeen nigaye teri, sarsari hai inme.

tabbassum hai shok hasi teri...

Tarrannum hai shaksiyat meri....

Again Oneirocritica

I am flying down the path of some country side, trying and catching some people,

Got a gun in my hand and start shooting one of my know friend in face thrice but nothings happening, hmm scared and wake-up @ 4 am... Somethings coming didn't realized then ,

but later got the shock of lifetime... Never expected that way...but this is the way life is...

giving u unexpected everytime... hmm

My worst nightmare

its really been long since i am going through my worst nightmare,
this feeling is really not bearable, bringing a junk of thought to my mind,
what will happen?
now what?
how am i going to cope up with further situations?
should i able to bear all this sufferings?
still i am searching for the answers,
still waiting for that heavenly help!!!
feeling like a unsolved puzzle?

bhabha bhalentine

its valentine day actually early morning... and i become nostalgic

prior purpose of writing this is mail is that i saw a dream last night i was going through some route sitting on bajaj chetak scooter of course i am not driving, their is one big man driving that state of art machine in a growling sound plus a CBZ and Hero Honda SS side by side, than suddenly on my left hand side a Big Park was their and right hand side a line of houses, i still didn't recall whats that then again in my dream we take you turn and start driving from opposite direction and you don't believe we are on same road but this time park is on right hand side and houses are on left hand side :O.... i observed house number having series of 5s ?
we did it for few more round until petrol starts saying common...
knock knock... on my door...friends calling for swimming.
i wake up... remember the dream and instantly a SMILE came at my face...
then i remember that was year 1998-99 Class X Simpkins school that was our usual voyage while going for coaching and all.