Friday, August 8, 2008

for someone...

jahn teri julfe hai hai sawan wahin hai,
jahan teri palke hai hai sajhan wahi hai,
wo komal sa sparsh tere haatho ka wahin hai,
jahan tere aane ki khusboo wahi hai,
wo rimjhim barasna baarish sa tera,
wo jhunmun jhamakna samandar sa tera,
wo titli si chulbulahat, wo hansini se sadigi,
wo chidaya sa chehchahana, wo papihe si boli,

yaad aya wo saadigi se bhara pal,
jise doondha tha humne har pal,
band palkon mein dekha hai tumhi ko har pal,
tumhi ho wo sajag aur akaash si viral,
jisse poora kar paya na sagar ka jal,

hummein yaad aatey ho,
pal mein sama jaatein ho,
doonde tumhein kahan, doonde tumhein kahan,
sajagta nahi hai, jal si viralta,
jana kahan tha, kissa kahan tha...
tum saath ho ab aise...
tulna karein kaise...



apka apna

Friday, June 20, 2008

my life my dreams my theory

my life my dreams,
hmm.... ma life is majorly affected by my dreams although its sounds stupid but this is the real truth, slowly and suddenly increasing my impulse to savvy in real life. yes in real life ....but where does they come from... am i crazy or on the verge of craziness... nobody knows... i tried finding it out but it gives me true state or circumstances to find them coupled enough... yes with my being as human on earth or may be as simple as there are always a reason behind everything ... may be the reason i dun wanted to remember some people call it paranormal i call it advance or faster calculation of mind in advance like supercompute playing chess made all move in advance and store in the memory to related further in future... yes it is like that only may be i m too imaginative towards real life, making as many results and problems so that i can handle them with no surprise... everybody dun want to creat a worst imagination i am also in everybody but as always on the verge... create a glide of thoughts which need to be suspended with time... but they are already created...
but mind is not like a recycle bin which delete "all untouched and all unanswered thoughts" it will deal with them and then when you are out of world with closed eyes ... then things happen ( all incidents in the past makes basement and architecture of your dream house in which ur imagination ball will jump and recent incidents are like air pressure in ball according to which the ball jumps into those wall and giving big repulsive reaction ...
this is directly or indirectly refer to ur childhood how much u sensitized with situation may or may not be in critical situation but childhood needs to be like a flying kite feeling like going everywhere and there is a thread called relationship which would brings u back to home to meet urs , such as the mind works....
in a subconcious state mind works faster because hes also like flying kite and all thoughts which u didnt treat it'll treat and show you the outcome of all those wall-ball-air pressure games beacuse ball is in minds court now )

then things happen...
they happened to me also consciously sometime ... unconsciously many times...
oneirocritica doesn't leave anything to anybody actually she doesnt leave anybody its like newtons third law whenever ur create wall and fill air in ur mind(ball) things happen and will happen to those who had some irregular architecture in their minds... way back in TIME

Sunday, January 20, 2008

inspired in PD class

है भार कहीं हैं , झंकार कहीं
कहीं शोख वादियों में धुंध कहीं,
है रोज सवेरे की सर्द कहीं ,
कहीं सवेरे में अ म कहीं ।


ख्याल-ए - हीजात में मैं जब जगा ,
तो जज्बात - ए - खयालात में मैं नम जगा ,
परस्तिश -ए - इश्क की शम्मा मत जलना ,
जब भी नम में जागोगे तो फली श में कहोगे की मैं ,
जागा तो क्यों जागा ।

ख्याल - ए - हीजात , तस्सवुर -ए - आंधियां ,
परस्तीश की पर्चायियाँ , एहतराम - ए - मरहम ,
इब्तदा -ए- इश्क बस वसुअत -ए- खुदा है ।

some fun in LAW class :)

है सुर्ख शोखियों सा ये सुर्सुराना तेरा
है सुर्ख वादियों में यूं लहराना तेरा
है शाम सी सर्द हवाए है आज ,
है पास तुम्हारे हम भी और साया है तेरा


वादियों में भी गुलाबों सी शोखी ,
रानायियों में भी वो यादों की गर्मी
है अआज चले है हम यूहीं जब कल चले थे युही ,
वो शाम कहती थी हम है तुम्हारे ,
वो शाम कहती है कहाँ है वो वादे तुम्हारे


आज फीर इन कोपलों में हम खो गए है ,
फीर आज इन हवायों में हम खो गए हैं
इस दर्द--दी की दास्ताँ तो सुने ,
हम आज फिर तनहा हो गए है